My experience

You know what's sad about love?

It's when you happen to know that there's just no hope for you being together yet you still pray to make it work...
It's when your mind says let go but your hearts says hold on, and most of all, it's when no matter how you try to forget him/her you just can't.. because of the fact that u still love him/her & you just dont know why...
Try loving someone you've loved before and you'll realize that it will either lead to the same thing that happened before... Or something better. Not hard isn't it?
But why not try loving someone who doesn't love you back...
It's either you see yourself giving up or dying daily...
If you love and get hurt, love more...
If you love more and get hurt more, love even more...
If you love even more and get hurt even more, love some more until it hurts no more.
The gauge of how much you truly treasure something or someone is not how happy you are with them...
But how sad you are when you lose them...
"One grows distant from another not because of indifference, but because of fear.
There's the fear that the hurt gets greater as one gets closer...
A recognition of the tendency to fall deeply, and consequently drown in a quicksand of stupid irrationalities...
Sometimes, what drives one away is not the absence of emotion... but the overwhelming presence of it..
Falling in love is never a decision - always by chance..
Staying in love is never a chance - always by choice..
And falling out of love is never a choice - always a decision..
Attraction comes to us by chance. But true love that lasts is truly a choice.
Listen:Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen... We may meet someone by chance... But loving & staying with that someone is still a choice...
Just because my eyes don't have tears.. It doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry.
Just because you always see me strong.. it doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.
Sometimes i choose to pretend i'm happy so i dont have to explain to people who would never understand...
Smiling is always easier than explaining to all why i am sad...
It's never the tears that measure the pain... sometimes, it's the smile we fake...
A person who truly loves you is someone who sees the pain in your eye... while everyone still believes in the smile on your face...
The person you love most has the best capacity to make you the happiest person in the world...
and may give you the worst heartache you can never imagine...
Time can heal wounds, but it can never get back what we once had & lost...
Time can't tell when or how we would move on after all was said and done...
Because god gave us time but we never valued this gift he had given us. So learn to treasure the ones you choose to love now...
Because when they go.. there won't be time to have them back...
In life , i have done every way of fightning. Heard every painful truth... been in every heartbreaking scene, and felt very dreadful feeling.
I thought going thru it all will then make me realize that i have to stop the fight at least to save a little for myself... But you know what's funny?
Its when i seem to be so much tired of it all... but still can't just quit no matter how hard it is.
And i have to continue hoping that one day...
I'll be able to find someone who could love me not just "right" but "real"...
Love is like giving someone a gun.. having them point it at your heart.
And trusting them to never pull the trigger...
I don't know why we all hang on to something we know we're better of letting go...
It's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have.
Some of us say we'd rather have that something than absolutely nothing...
But the truth is:"To have it halfway is harder than not having it at all."
I want to know someone who could ease the pain that i have.. who could hold me tight... the one who will never let me go...
Till every drop of tears that i have had fallen... till every strenght that i have has already passed out.. then i can no longer move...
as she lay me down on my bed, sings me a lullaby till a fall asleep and whisper beside me.. "I will never leave you, angel of mine..
Time may take us away.. space may keep us apart.. rumors and hurts may break us down..
Yet no matter where life lead us..

I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE & I'LL NEVER STOP CARING.."

Good night & sweet dream. God bless

Plox

One year just comes and go in a blink of an eye.
With new year coming ahead.
More new challenges to face, I gotta learn to keep it together.
Though I know, that 2010 is rather... an epic year for me.
I can also vision myself, being rebellious and ignoring everybody. Hah, back to the same old attitude...
The only thing I really need is God.
I need tons of luck too.. 2010, will be full of drama.

Therefore, I would like to end this by wishing everyone Happy New Year & god bless.

Starlight wishes

The river flows smoothly,
The time flows insanely.
I should have noticed it,
But I was to blind to even care about it.
How can I stop everything?
How can I freeze time?

I better drop everything,
I better leave everything,
I am leaving.
Failure is what gave us strength.
Failure is what gave us hope.
Failure is what gave us pride and honor.

Do you still remember the times we had?
Back then...
Things was pretty hectic,
With the war going on between two states.
I lost my patience..
And so did you.
Yet, we still continue living.

Lord know that we are grateful with what we had,
And look at us now?
We are far away from misery,
And we didn't even lose our common touch.
We don't act like kings with slaves,
I am thankful to everything.

Thank you, my dear friend.

What am I trying to say here?
- Dont let jealously take control of you.
- Be thankful with what you have, greediness will just lead to lost.
- Believe is something important in live.

Am I crapping? I guess so, I guess not. I dont know =)