Thursday, October 15, 2009

=]

Hello Hell O. =]
Whatssuuuup guys...?
Nothing much happen today...
Just my hair got caught by disiplin teacher (Anthony Raj)"Reaper in our school"
You know... The MAN in black that his teeth glows in the dark. LOL!?? HAHAHAHHAA
Sue me =P
What on earth am i doing lol? Trial exam has started, and i am here reading quotes and poems..
And TAAA~DAAA~
I wrote this....." so-called poem "
Anyway just enjoy it...

As i lay down on the open field
You. You. You.
The only shining star high above the sky
I wonder how i can reach out to you
I am amazed by your bright light
So lovely yet so high above me
The beauty that can never be destroyed..
I never felt so happy before
by just looking at you, the only shining star..!!!

MIND me. I know its short....and i know it sucks if you feel it sucks...
Anyway...i wrote it...with feelings of course..!!!

I am sooo tired now....sleepy too i guess....
Thats all for today =]
And i learn that....

" Try not to become a man of success but a man of value. " - Albert Einstein

Sunday, October 11, 2009

LOL

Nelius polluted with his mind again..

" To my fellow form 5 friends.
Guddo Lucky! for exam.
Please beware of exam papers that can make your head burst, and your brain fly off to another table. Heart attack is very common. Poking your eyeballs out with a pencil is common too. Eating up your exam paper is alsoooo common. Instant death is kinda rare. =] "

For me... I'll point a gun at my head and pull the trigger.. That's... very common too = =
Well... Just bored right now =[!!

Good Byeeeee~

Friday, October 9, 2009

08/10/2009

Yeap! Went to school yesterday..

In the morning i stood inside my class.. The wind blows... Made me felt like i'm flowing..

I placed my bag, tooked my seat.. My friends started to talk about Dota (Touda) lol..

I was like... Here they goes again... I looked infront... Maths formula on board.. Looked at the teachers seat... Yeah.. Ketua class(Jing Bao san) was sitting on it. Meant there's no teacher.. So i slept =[ Just to get used to it..after 20minutes.. opened my eyes.. Why so silent all of a sudden?

LOL all my friends falled asleep.. So.. I went down with Patrick without waking the others..

Saw Dave and HJ sat beside a huge dolphin statue.
They started to talk crap.. i sat alone beside them.. Wondering..
Heard the whistle.. Looked at Block E.. All form3's came out.. I faced down... Closed my eyes in awhile..
Then Patrick went back to class to wake those folks..
So yeah! I played the tortoise at the pond.. HAHA!! Cute -.-

After that over 5 friends came down with a smile on their face.. I looked at them.. I was... ermm.. sad?

Don't know why.. It just gave me bright to smile but.... I didn't talk much..

Atleast.. I smiled?

And Sze How saw 'shit fish' (Da bian yu) no idea what name -.-

He said he wanna take that fish back..

I was like.. Chew.. You dare?

HE TOOK! HE REALLY CATCH THAT FISH OMG! "Speechless"

Thief spotted =D



After that we went to dewan.. No one but bag all over.. Then continue walk. Walk till our Peralihan memories place.. Eric took few pictures of us.. Was epic high over their =]

So yeah.. Bla bla bla goes on.. (Monkeys surfing the school during Form3 PMR).. Steady -.-


Today.. 09/10/2009

Right now i'm at dave house while dave washing his car..
Going to library at 11am..

Nelius and brothers must study hard!

Good luck to all those form3's



God bless..

Take care , be happy and stay strong on the following days. =o

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Blacklisted "Brothers" forever <3

Front : Sze How & Patrick.
Middle : King Cheng , Eric , Ah Wei , Jia Hao & Shan Rong.
Back : Fui Chang , David , Nelius (Me), Han Juin & Mao

Monday, August 24, 2009

23/08/09 Little wish come true

Huhu.. went to beach yesterday with my bro and friends..
The cloud plus sunset was shoooooooo freaking fantastic!
And of course the ocean yesterday was light BLUE! Ahhhhhh...!!
Yeap perfect view for me yesterday =]

Here's some of the picture that i took..

I took it when chatting with friends under a small tree 0.0






Took this when i go buy drinks haha awesome aint it? LMAO


We're planning to go this sunday again =].
So yeah what a day.. Bye =D





Sunday, August 23, 2009

Sad stories

Sad stories.

A writer. His age is between 18 ~ 25.
Was once admired by many people,
One excellent writer, despair over his life.
Lost his love ones, so as his life,
He is only depending on drugs, its his life saver.
He got no one supporting him, nor himself.
He told himself every morning, " Ahh, another day to live "
He pictured his own death,
Every time,Every seconds.
That same old blank feeling flows everyday.
Nothing less, nothing more, but a shadow.

One day, he decided that everything will come to an end.
He went to church, but he did not enter.
Sat alone, outside the church,With a sad, miserable, wrinkled face
Been ignored by society
He asked himself, " What have I done to deserve this Dear Lord? "
And he entered the church with a gun in his ragged shirt.

Sat alone, in a lonely corner.
He point the gun to his head,
And said " Forgive me, Dear Lord "
He closed his eye and pulled the trigger.
Flashback of his life begins
The happy times with his family and friends
He pictured it clearly, he felt happy.
He regretted many things in his life.

Good or bad, you DECIDE! I am just messing around with my polluted brain. LOL

Friday, July 10, 2009

Judgement DAy

Past few days ago was the freaking unluckiest day. Why?
The whether is too hot and the heat is killing me.
And i'm sick too.. Mao belanja me 1 pohpiah
Nelius aint talking. Whats the point god gave Nelius a mouth
Interacting is one of my main weakness...
"Breath in" "Breath out"
Can i skip this topic?
Hate to admit that i had a sexy voice :D ROFL! (Please dont laugh at me)
By the way.
In the morning i brought Rm24 to school. I used Rm0.80 in the morning for my mineral water.
During recess i went to toilet and came back was like gosh? Something was missing!?
Yeah! Freak me out i dropped my RM10 !?#!#?%^ Owh snap! Curse the one who took my money will return back to me. Haha :D
Anyway, the unluckiest part was our SV teacher "Jolin Tsai" Haha.. Not Jolin actually that's her odd name ;].
She told us that there's 7 swimmers back from brunei 4 of them had swine flu h1n1 positive virus.
Okay.. I'm shocked! WHAT THE FISH IS THIS HAPPENING IN OUR SCHOOL & OF COURSE IN OUR COUNTRY!?
God please clean this messed up decease for us.
After that i went to toilet, guess what? i saw Ying Hong
He said "Hey have you heard about h1n1 in our school? There's 7 people caused swine flu."

Speechless.. me and my friends were staring at him jammed like 3 seconds.. OWHHH SHIT?
This is the worst nightmare i ever had in my entire life.
I finally had positive thinking , why something bad still comes to me by stopping me think positively?

I feel lonely today. I feel useless today. Hmm..
I had enough, i'm exhausted.

FEAR NOT
Must stay strong on the followings day PLUS fight till the end =D
You guys TOO!

God bless & save our world for sake.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Finally.

Heh... I sorta hate teachers day celebration.
Why? Was like free food to someone who torture us everyday?
And i admit that i threat them like part of my best friends yesterday.And i dont know why?Maybe i had "Positive mind" ROFL! TT

Owh well to be honest i was thinking of not going to school yesterday.But it's the last year for me to celebrate it D=
Guess what? I didnt regret at ALL! Muahahah!!
What'd i do during teacher day? Surfing the school :)! walk here walk there till i nearly break my legs "sweat" LOL! 'Crap'
Ho! Early morning there's a teacher group photo. And Wong Jin Gui "Our school headmaster" Sat infront like dummy "Mu Tou Ren" Hahaha! Kinda funnny! LMAO
Hmmm.. i realize that i having fun yesterday =]
What's the funniest part? During morning assembly. While i'm in class *catch snake* As you known that the party havent start.
Me with a few friends looted away few sausages & a bottle of soft drinks. LOL! Sue me ;P

By the way thanks Annsovina by bringing her Beef Spaghetti to school, IT'S DELICIOUS! =D She told me that she cooked with her mum until the next morning around 1A.M.Owh my... I'm TOUCHED!

O.M.G did i just said "I'm touched"? 'Cough cough' 'sneef sneef'
Owh well ignore me =D
One day dude! One day, i'll cook this dishes for someone *Woot woot* for me.
"prepare note book" monday go ask for recipe LOL!! :D

Yesterday is my first day tried to be strong and think positive..
So,i did it!I hope the following days still the same.SOO hard to been through a day..
Anyway,I always remember this ''Learn to love yourself before you love someone else''.
Why?

Secret.. =S

God bless and save our world!
Night ^^

Friday, June 12, 2009

Anyway...i dont know what i doing right now..

When i cant make my own decision?Why always people give some opinion,i only can make my own decision?Why i cant get what i want?Did i done anything wrong?Maybe theres something wrong..

i have no confident..i dont love myself..not independent..Thats what i realise..today..

Hmm..guess life really complicated..but its meaningful.We can learn many things,we can realise many things..its pretty cool..But we cant accept our mistakes,..we dont dare to face our problem..

Sometimes we dont even know what,where our mistakes is..Through the environment around us,we only start to realise,become more independent,confidence,accept our mistakes..Become a human being is not easy..,we always need to do our stuff.Time is keep runnig..

From tomorrow on,i must try to do my best get through my day....i have to face it..thats what life about..As someone special to me said ''Always do it better than yesterday..''

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Why!

We, as friends, we, as the best of friends, and we, as the best of brothers.

I closed my eyes.. "Silence"
Tears came out from my eyes "Warm"
Peaceful mind "Touched"

Brothers! We've been separated for a years.
I'd a toughful years without you guys.
Sad.

In class was like ½ of me has disappeared.
When i'm in trouble brothers always behind me encourage & support me till the end.
But now..
I'd to face it on my own when i'm in trouble.

I'm stressed without u guys.
Hope you guys could come back to school. "sigh sigh"
~End~

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Stupid Sejarah Teacher?

Well... here goes!

Well my Sejarah teacher was malay
yup....she is FREAKING RACIST........treat chinese like pure rubbish.
This is so great...not only the teacher is racist.....the students too!!!

omg freaking MALAYS!!! they went like.... ' oi cina! oi cina! oi cina! ' or ' babi cina? ' zZzZzzZ
WHat's your point by calling us "Babi Cina"!!!

We did nothin wrong to you!

Even when i go to toilet with permission & asked for the pass to toilet kindly..
She shouted at me.
GO ALONG! Dont take my pass!

Well.. I suddenly felt moodless. Shouted at me without reason.Although sometimes i have bad manners..But luckily i'd calm myself down.You cant figure out how angry i am.. So i slammed at the door and walk away.

If i caught by principle or discipline teachers by going to toilet without pass.. Whose responsible for this? STUDENTS OF COURSE ! TEACHERS ALWAYS RIGHT! One word "Demerit" from the principle and discipline to solve this problem.. I hate it!
But luckily i didn't... Phew... "Sigh Sigh"!

by the way`
When i go back to class that female thingo eyes was like sniping on my head..
She's so freaking retarded...
You guys would've see her face.!
Black + Green. My friends said dont kacau her.. She having period just now.. Lol.. Gek dao.

Well last year for me to study... I'll try to avoid problems from her and treat her like my shoes... Step Step Step! xD

Sunday, March 8, 2009

I am messed... Once again

I officially hate my life and myself right now...
Yea... i am holding my tears right now...
My parent...
They expect too much....
That day..
My parents just made me feel like..... i should be quiet forever.Ok...this is what happen..

They asked me to share my opinion... (On study chinese)
So.. I told them my opinion
And they just BLEW IT AWAY.....
Then.......they gave thier own opinion and solution....
So i am like.......forced to agree with them?
Everytime i share my opinion on something they tend to stop me...
So yea.... i keep quiet....
What is wrong with my parent?!?!
Since i was kinder garden they put me into Sri Mawar "Private school" that didn't have chinese subject.
They think i am a robot that can continuously study chinese...
Obviously i cant.....
So yea.... i told them...that i cant continuously study chinese...cause i need some rest too?
I cant even have a one day rest?

Thanks.....
Thanks for destroying my life.....
Go ahead......treat me like a robot....
Once the battery run out, its time for the robot to die.

Why is my blog purely a sad case?
Because it gives me pain and anger for me to continue resisting every sadness that i am going
through...

A New classmate

YEA.....finally....!!!
A new chinese boy in my class....
Time to get back on business.....

*Prepare torturing tools*

[ We gonna mess his mind ]
[ Brainwash him ]
[ Pollute his mind with knowledge ]
[ Suck out all his secret ]
Rather a torturing journey.....i must say...

I'm his worst nightmare. Owh well =)

who knows XD

Reaper in my class

Destroyed
Crushed
Ruined
Tortured
Pain
Sadness

I knew it...
Thanks to my Teacher "Puan Sulan"
I used to call her Mulan as well "Sigh"!

A reaper in my class...I cant describe how i feel right now...
But....thanks to Mulan...
She ruined my life..
She destroyed my heart..
She tortured me without realizing..
Because of Mulan, i cant see ' her ' anymore...
Great....
I going to be really lifeless right now...

Sad ?

Hmm...Today? Just a fine pure day...
What am i listening now?

Trademark - OnlyLove
Westlife - Us against the world <3
Westlife - Hard to say i'm sorry
Weslife - Something Right
BackStreet Boys - Shape of my heart
Backstreet Boys - Show me the meaning of being lonely
and etc..

Just made my mood even better lol...!!!

Believe me.. you dont wanna know what and how many favourite songs i like..
I lazy to list all my fav song.. took ages.,
I have over a thousand? *Countless* xD


2.47pm Afternoon.

Went to the bookstore today....haha....FINALLY i get my BM KOMSAS BOOK.No more long story..... i can read the synopsis only =)what cha expect? i am lazy lol....

Around 8.00 Night.

Went to pasar malam( night market ) with my parents. Well...to be honest... i dont like pasar malam....it sucks..!!!Why?

1.Too many people pushing here and there.

2."Rubbish" every conrner, for examples "plastics ,chicken bone , paper cup & etc" Yeah and it's smelly then i thought.

3.Some foods already expired.. What did they expect? Some of them doesn't really care bout it.

I only like pasar malam cause of the cheap stuff.....so yea... i sometimes sorta buy cheap stuff for my friends....cough....cough....COUGH...*ahem* ( i am not that rich )

Today....things sorta turn out well......but bad things gonna happen soon... i can feel it already.... =_=

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Miss my COUSIN!

Woho? Didn't post any blog since last year till now O_O Haha.. I'm exited about this 2009 Chinese New Year.Cause my cousin came back from Ipoh.. Hard to have a chance to celebrate Chinese New year together ^^ Hmm.. Too bad i still can't drive =( If i have my car license i'll bring them go shopping and visit friends houses. Hais..! Regret regret! He seems to be sad when he came to Miri =( Staying at grandma house every night.. He wanted to find me but too bad i'm out side with friends T_T Shao Wen! Hope you can forgive me.. I'm proud of you that you have a perfect life back in Ipoh =) Play real gun with friends huh? I'm kinda interested with it HAHA! Too bad no bullets in it LOL.. I remember that day we go Pasar Malam before Chinese New Year lol =) Nearly lost your phone ~_~ But luckily we found it in my fathers car. Nervous lur.! THAT day we almost had a chance to go to the beach! TOo bad it's raining T_T! HATE IT! Chinese New Year rains everyday! After Chinese New Year the weather hot like hell.. Not fair!

Well that's all from me.. Too many memories that i lazy write =S
Take care ya!